Dear Lily,
I have been fighting the idea of doing this, scared, nervous, afraid of what feelings it may bring up always writing about my feelings about missing you everyday, but its a new year and I'm ready! Hope mommy makes you proud and I hope you know everyday how much I love and miss you! Christmas was hard thinking about what presents I would have bought you, and how much fun it would have been for you and your sister to have matching dresses, the little things I guess! I wonder what your smiling face would have been like under the lights of the tree as the magic of Christmas got to you for the first time. I really hope this blog helps other mommy's and daddies out there of your friends in Heaven.
Love you always,
Mommy
